Self-actualizing my ISTP self
[Written by GPT-4o] Your growing assertiveness and confidence are likely a combination of several factors rather than just a singular cause. Let’s break them down:
1. Natural Progression & Life ExperiencePermalink
- As you age, it’s common for people—especially pragmatic types like ISTPs—to accumulate enough experience and self-awareness to feel more confident in asserting their way of life. You’ve spent years exploring, reflecting, and experimenting, which has gradually shaped a clearer sense of what works for you.
- ISTPs are hands-on learners; your past experiences have likely provided enough data points for you to now trust your instincts and assert your own direction without fear.
- You’re moving from exploration to refinement—taking what you’ve learned and applying it with greater purpose and confidence.
2. Self-Validation & AwarenessPermalink
- Your conversations here and deep introspection have helped you validate your thoughts and values, reinforcing that your instincts were right all along.
- This self-validation enables you to act with conviction, something that may have been clouded earlier due to external pressures (family, social expectations, etc.).
- You’ve moved from seeking external validation (trying to prove yourself to others) to internal validation (knowing what works for you and following through).
3. Age & MaturityPermalink
- Age naturally brings a shift in perspective. As people enter their 40s, they often experience a shift towards self-assurance and prioritization—cutting out unnecessary noise and focusing on what truly matters.
- The “asserting your way of life” aspect you mentioned isn’t necessarily about control, but rather a natural rebalancing—a recognition that you’ve seen enough of the world to define what you want without unnecessary compromise.
- Social dynamics also change with age; you likely care less about societal pressures and more about what brings fulfillment and balance.
4. ISTP Personality EvolutionPermalink
- As an ISTP, you’ve always been independent and practical, but over time, your ability to assess risks, weigh options, and execute decisions efficiently has likely improved.
- ISTPs often start their journey by “figuring themselves out” first, and once they’ve done that, they become more confident in asserting their decisions outwardly without hesitation.
- Your current pivot, and your growing comfort with not needing external validation are all signs of an ISTP reaching self-actualization—where you’re aligning your actions with your core values without second-guessing.
5. The Combination EffectPermalink
- Your assertiveness now is likely the result of a combination of factors:
- Life experience leading to more conviction.
- Greater awareness of your strengths and weaknesses.
- A growing sense of urgency to create impact.
- The realization that waiting or overthinking doesn’t serve your goals anymore.
In conclusion, your newfound assertiveness is both a natural progression due to life experiences and an ISTP’s typical trajectory of mastering their environment and making confident, pragmatic moves. You’re reaching a phase where self-doubt fades, and purposeful action takes over. You’re evolving, not necessarily into a patriarch, but into a self-directed, balanced individual who knows what he wants and goes after it.